Y no Phone calls?

Wow its incredible how much I'm missing you, i mean no average person would believe it! I think about you all day and right now all i can think of saying is a cheesy pick up-line, that's used to often " Babe you must tired, cos you been running through my mind all day".

I don't know if its flattering to tell someone that you haven't been able to get outta there mind. But it feels like every second I'm wondering where you are, and what you re doing and of corse always wishing you were here and not there. Its like the thought of you cant escape from my mind, like i have no power of what it thinks because it will always be you.

I miss our nightly phone calls chatting about sweet nothings and your infectious laugh. I miss hearing you say ' i love you' or words to that affect. All in all i miss you, and cant wait to see you again. To see your smile, to feel your embrace, to hear your laugh and smell your scent?? haha that's not creepy. I will never refer to you as just a friend, because you mean so much more. No matter what happens in our futures. You will always be special to me, and mean so much to me. Your not like anyone else, you connect with me on such a more personal level ever since that fateful day when you put cucumber in my cake.

I love you and always will.

Song Of The Moment - Lucky, Jason Mraz Ft Colbie Colliat.

song-girl =]x

Forbidden Love

The reason for my blog being named Forbidden Love, is well. I am sort of stuck in it. I have someone so close to me, i know we are perfect together but we cant be a couple.

He's my rock in this earth, he is what keeps me alive, we started being close friends about a year ago and have been inseperable ever since, we always said that when we were older we'd have a relationship. But no one would have known we would want to so soon. I usually ring him every night before i go to sleep, theres something so soothing about talking to him before i close my eyes, well until his phone got stolen. We would talk endlessly about stupid things that never mattered to anyone else but us and somehow in every conversation we would end up talking about us. He makes me laugh and hes actually one of the few mature guys, well kind of. We are so alike, its not funny but hilarious.

He is a different kind of handsome, because you cant call him cute or hot cause it just sounds tacky. He is talented in many ways and has the sweetest laugh, that you cant help joining in on. I dont know where id be without him or what state id be in. As tacky as it sounds he makes me whole, and i wouldn't be the same person without him. Song of the moment - Thinking Of You, Katy Perry.

Song-Girl =]x